I understand that you are in somewhat of a panic mode right now. You are seriously ill and attempting to find answers quickly so that you can stop the downward spiral your health is on. Time is very important, but if you are going to turn things around using natural healing, you will need to get educated enough to find a place to START.
Getting educated will take some time to read and research. No one can simply 'tell you' what you need to do. You need to understand what you are doing and why, otherwise you will find yourself jumping from one protocol to the next... and you will not get well. You will only be putting on band-aids.
I have found these words from Dr. Schulze to be helpful, true and beneficial:
Your post asks the question of WHERE DO I START? Dr. Schulze ALWAYS had his patients do colon cleansing FIRST, along with juicing. When you drink juices, the body doesn't have to use all the energy required for digesting foods. That energy can instead be used to heal and cleanse. Juices contain ALL the nutrients and enzymes from the vegetables and fruits.
You will find information on Juicing, SuperFood, Slippery Elm, Potassium Broth, and so much more that should help you find answers and ways to get better nutrition while your body is trying to cleanse and heal.
Juices are enzyme therapy.
Juices contain gigantic amounts of enzymes. And a lot of people nowadays are taking enzymes because of the benefits, but you don't have to, they're in the juices.
Juice-fasting allows your body to balance its hormones and replace chemicals it is deficient in.
Juices help thin people gain weight.
Dr. Schulze always recommended to get the colon working FIRST, before doing any other cleansing protocols. The colon needs to be working well so that there is a way out for all the things you are 'killing and flushing'.
I see that you have Intestinal Formula 1 and that you are doing colonics. Here is some information that may be helpful to you:
I hope this information will help you on your journey to find answers, put together a healing plan and move forward towards health. There are many people on this forum willing to help guide you. They will openly and freely share their knowledge and experiences. This is a great forum for anyone who wants to get educated and find the answers needed to heal themself... You can do it!