I am diagnosed with post traumatic stress disorder. I was raped and molested from the age of 4yrs to 11yrs old, from 7 different individuals 6 being relatives. I was physically and verbally abused by my mother almost from the time I was 4yrs old till I was 16. I'm currently on 3 different meds for depression, anxiety,and sleep! seen a therapist for one year. I find myself to still experience fashbacks, and just a tremendous amount of pain! i feel hopeless and depressed and robbed of my life! I isolate myself socially. I've even wished i was dead but have a child so suicide is definately not an option, but its to the point where if it weren't for my child, i would've been committed suicide. Help please!000000