so can one think more profoundly to explain about the discepancy, conflicts, or the trouble that symbols create for the energy held to believe or observe them? If I don't share my energy with the masses and choose to observe that which energies me to higher lives as my body command to give me every moment, would I finish my needles suffering and symbols. If I eradicate fear as a result of my full awareness, no gab, would I be able to live with joyfull pain rather then suffering unwanted pain? So why I have to suffer to maintain the symbols or language whereas I want to find my real home or love in my sacret body? How can i be one in all or live confict in my self - the body amd mind?
Please make this though more clear to me.