hEY DON'T BE TO HARD ON YOURSELF I KNOW WHAT YOU DEAL WITH I HAVE FOR OVER 15YRS AND I HAVE FOUND THAT PEOPLE WITH TMAU LACK A ENZYME TO BREAK FOODS DOWN IN THE URINE PROPERLY SO IT BECOMES STORED UP IN OUR URINE. I USE PETROLEUM JELLY AT NITE TIME AFTER A SHOWER PUT IT ON THICK EVERY NITE @ IT HELPS WITH THE ODOR @ TRY DOVE SOAP CAUSE ITS NOT AS HARSH TO OUR SKIN @ DRINK PINEAPPLE JUICE ,CRANBERRY,LOTS OF WATER DAILY AND TRY GLADE TOUGH ODOR SOLUTIONS FOR CARPETS BUY IT AT PETCO STORE ALSO FABREEZE FABRIC REFRESHER. I HOPE THIS HELPS IT HAS GAVE ME SOME HOPE