the stunning and superficial appearance of this person seems so important to you.
She sounds like a horrible person inside, why even bother?
Because our society and the media trains us to value certain physical characteristics?
If her word is worth nothing, then why speak to her? She sounds like she treats you terribly. How can you still think she is gorgeous? What, she has a nice hair do or large breasts or something? So what?
Why not look for an honorable and respectable person who has a kind heart and a truthful tongue, somebody who appreciates you for YOU and brings you joy and love.
You may be suprised that this type of person will eventually appear to be more beautiful than any supermodel or playboy bunny does.
What if all muscle cars just LOOKED fast and strong but had weak engines and drove like crap?
You'd rather have the car that has a roaring engine and some substance under the hood, right????