Whats really strange about, and some have similar feelings, is that I am starting to get used to it. The comments and insults hardly bother me anymore. My resolve has become stronger over time. I have however lost allot of faith in people. People who you would never think would make fun of you will go the extra mile to try and make you feel bad. I know that sooner or later this problem will go away but I find myself becoming so cynical when it comes to believing that people are inherently good.