Regardless what the reasons are for one's fasting, just the thing about not chewing for more than a month -this is big.Then, you go to work and do something rather physical - how is that possible for 40 days..Your old menu reminded me my sons preferences and food, LOL
You have all my respect about your achievement. It is amazing what you could go through the faith leading you! You did better than soo many ppl, please keep your believes and dedication to Him .
If we have more Christians like you, the World would be so much better place !