I'm sorry. I really do hesitate to post about all of this, and often have regrets when I do. I know it's ok to reach out for help, but I also am aware that there's only so much anyone can offer for advice. It's a not so ideal situation, I know. It's amazing what you can deal with- what the body and brain can do to cope and survive things, isn't it?
I do appreciate the hugs and concern.
Thank you all for being so kind:)
I wish you all the best.