youre an amazing person and i thank you for your kind words.
i expect a certain level of performance out of myself when i am working this forum. when i am not there i just goof off on my forum. it became clear that i needed to get some of these things on my mind taken care of so i can get back to business, whatever that turns out to be. i am getting a wonderlust big time, yet i cant let my daughter be just yet. she needs me and wants my help and guidance, which doesnt hurt my feelings at all. i have to be here for her first and foremost right now.