Hey Sad Clown,
It's Surfer27 here. How's it going? I read your text, about your fecal Body Odor that you had, for about 18 yrs. My heart does go out to you, because I myself, have been dealing with, what you have been dealing with for 4 yrs now. Also, I was encouraged in your text, about how you were saying that, you are continuing to trust God, even though it's very hard everyday. I myself have been a Christian for 22yrs. I accepted Christ, as my personal Lord and Saviour, when I was a little boy. I made that decision, when I was 6 yrs old. I don't know what you've tried, in terms of getting rid of this fecal Body Odor , but have you looked into chinese herbs? An acquaintance who I've gotten to know, mentioned that she had a sewage odor and she found that, by taking this chinese herb (huang lian shang qing wan), that it helped lessen her smell somewhat. The herb, has a somewhat kind of colon cleansing/detoxifying ability to clean out all the fecal matter, better than a regular colon cleanse, from what I've read from the acquaintance I know. I am just going by, what she has mentioned to me. I hope that you get some, much needed relief from this as, I can't imagine what it'd be like to deal with this problem for 18 yrs. I congratulate you, for hanging in there, for that long!!! You are a very strong person, but also know that, the main reason you've been able to hang in there, is only by God's strength and encouragement to keep fighting this body fight. Keep looking to Christ, as your source of strength, even when you have days where it seems like you may want to end it all. God is there!! It may not seem like it, but He is!! I just wanted to encourage you with that. Take care and God bless you.