hi there, gosh thanks for relaying your memory recall.!! Do you read around the subject at all to see if others have had the same memory experience? voluntary suicide and no freaking out just stunned silence..red dust in africa, people jumping from high or low flying planes , was there lots of wind turbulence of the close up of the sad man or was it still like? It's ok no need to answer i'm thinking out loud and digging about through my own memory bank! Thanks for sharing and glad you can talk about it at last!