I can tell you have a heart and passion for children. Are you involved in a positive way to help the helpless?
I know that for some people just being able to get the word out to others who don't realize that a baby is being formed and not just a glob of cells, can bring much energy into one's life.
I have always believed that God puts a heaviness on our hearts for a reason. We just have to listen for God's still small voice and see what doors open for us to start the journey.