You already know what I'm going through. Try to deal with the facts rather than the emotions of it all. I went through the emotions also. Emotions will drag you down every time. Just deal with the real and simple truth...you have worms, you know you've had them a long time and now, you're dealing with them. They will not go away as quickly as you'd like, I know...me either. But, the long term commitment must be made. You can be stronger by kicking your emotions to the curb and deal with the facts only. Your emotions are telling you to end it all because it's not worth the suffering. I beg to differ.
There are many other people, including childen, in this world who know what true suffering is and it's way more than worms. They go to bed hungry at night....night after night. They live in uncivilized lands with nothing to do, no purpose. And they see horrible painful dragged out death. They have no clean water, if any water at all, and no access to herbs or doctors for their sicknesses....no money. You and I.....we are only inconvenienced compared to them. You and I will get through it. You know what I'm saying is true. We could be in a lot worse situation in life. We own computers, have access to the internet, have money to buy herbs and on and on. We have so much to be grateful for.
I am thinking of you because we are going through at the same time. You will be in my prayers.