You may want to reread my posts. I am not only satisfied with infinite potential, I am freed by it. I have no entity to kiss up to to gain a prize while avoiding a penalty.
Even if I were to suspend intellect enough, numb my sensibilities enough to convince myself that there was an entity outside myself who called the shots as in the bible stories, I would rather be snuffed out than to kiss the ass of a barbarian god as represented in the bible. It would be similar to kissing up to hitler to gain his admiration and avoid his wrath.