angel, you are very welcome hun. if i can be of any help, please e-mail me any time. one day at a time, that is the way to do it. dont beat yourself up about it either. it is an illness, if people dont understand, oh well!! you are a very important person, always remember that. you can help others!!! god is always there for us, even when no one else is. keep the faith. god bless, cloe