I have always known you must have had a NDE. I believe we have them to fill in gaps that we need for our learning. I was given a brain with poor short term memory as a given. The added benefit is that I forgive easily but the downside is that I can be frustrating to those who have average or better short term memory. My long term memory is often very
good. I also speak straight from my heart. I think this is why I remember my NDE so well.
Before I had my NDE, I was well on my way of making myself into a weapon of mass destruction. I wanted nothing more than to cause the most damage possible to the enemies of my nation. I really believed that God Himself would be proud of me if I killed millions of Communists or Muslims. But back to what I just re-remembered. Each of us has different 'rememberences' in our NDE's because we need whatever we get from our NDE's to help us do what we agreed to do before we were born. I think I was given such a strong spiritual memory of my NDE because without it I could have caused too much human misery in the name of God. I was too capable of committing atrocities to leave it up to my free-will. I was recalled to heaven to set things straight.