dont know what to do anymore

hi, i lost my virginity at 13 because i was raped. i had been at a party and three guys offered to walk me home, but wanted to stop at their house where they all took turns raping me. when i was 15 a "friend" of mine wanted to hang out and picked me up after school. he brought me to a house where one of his friends lived and raped me while his friend videotaped it. i dont know if it was ever posted anywhere. when i was 16 a went to a "friends" house where he raped me in his room. i tried fighting in all three but it didnt work. they all knew where i lived and told me if i told anyone they would hurt me and my family. im now 17 and every one of those times still bothers me. i get nightmares every night and flashbacks during the day. ive been in a residential treatment facility and am now in counseling but none of it seems to be working. im not sure what to do anymore. if anyone has any advice? thank you Tweet