Had you told me that 10 years ago I could believe you but I honest to God don't have a hate issue towards myself. In fact I've been to busy with school and work. I forgiven myself and people from my past. Right now God is blessing me in my life and I'm happier than I've been in a long time. I've been daling with some issues with family being distant because of me relocating, this has nothing to do with me hating myself or hating anyone. Yes it hurts sometimes but I do have my own life to live and I'm sure they will come around when they are ready but life is too short.
I don't waste my time and energy trying to change things I cannot. I pray about it,give to God, and go on with my life.