Thanks for your message. I'm gonna get well or die trying.
But it breaks my heart to be robbed of the good things in life, especially since I'm a very competitive person and now I'm basically a loser because of all these shitty health problems. While everyone else at my age (25) can go on with their careers, finding partners, even doing such a simple f***ing thing like going to the beach.
I hope there's a reward for this struggle, if not in this life then some other time.