Every single pivotal and big event I've experienced in my life happens in October. I have no idea why. And this year it's as crazy as the past 53 years of my life. I have been aware of this for a decade or so now, and I always breathe a sigh of relief when October is over. The events are usually negative, but no matter what it is always huge.
Where in the hell can I go to see why this is so? It's really starting to freak me out. I'll take anyone's suggestion.