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The NDE and the Meaness in me....
 
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The NDE and the Meaness in me....


You start talking about death around those you deal with every day and they
start spreading away from you like you are a leper... I have friends who tell me
not to talk about what I know in front of them anymore because it stresses them
out... so I play the clown... joke and cut up... and still... I slip a word or
two in edgewise... when they are off guard....
and yes.. I very much do not want to return to a pain body again... so I have to
forgive and forget the pain I have endured from others every day... even in the
middle of the day... all day long... And in my sleep... forgiving phantoms for
harm there as well... forgiving myself when I fail to be loving... joyful....
kind...
In this way... I will not be tempted to get back in line... fall off of the edge
of heaven,,, and start that flesh ride again...

The light is my friend... She is neither male or female... and he is both male
and female... He is my friend...She is my friend as well... He is my father
too... and my mother... In her... I feel complete... and still.... If he would
let me return to an earth where there were no wars.... where children didn't
suffer... where disease and hunger were no more... I might give it one more
try... but no tricks... and not even from myself... you know with those tricks
where we say to our souls in heaven... Oh it's not real... the suffering down
below... No... I will only go back if people do not go around hurting each other
with their guns... and bombs... and I will go... and I even hope I will go one
last time... to the fifth world... where men ...women... and children too...dogs
and cats... lions and lambs... rocks and trees.... and all kinds of things...
live in harmony.... I saw it one day... in my NDE... A wave of light...moving
across the deep... into every vessel... darkness fleeing before it... but I hope
the light will start with me,,, I could be ready for one last trip... if
light will vanquish every tear.... even the one right here... the one rolling down my
face... as I remember home...

There are better places to go in heaven than to return to this mean but beautiful little rock
called earth;;; but she will not be so mean... and even that meanness in me...
will be gone... and I will not miss that part of me at all...

Love, Light, & Joyful Laughter to you all...
rudy
 

 
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