It has been 6 years...We don't write back and forth much... You are on your path and I am on mine... Maybe too much testosterone gets in the way.... or whatever... but I just wanted to say that even though you witnessed no God in your NDE... and I did... I believe you came to many of the same outlooks on life that I did... post NDE. I read your words and wished that I had written them... I see your conclusions to what makes the world tick and know you are the genuine article... You have been through something that makes me feel you are a kindred spirit... I hope you are doing well in this adventure... rudy