My husband put the duct tape away, I got a bit of enema water in before I realized it was leaking, and now I am in pain. That's it. I'm bawling in the bathtub, and it hurts. The whole dang thing HURTS. As of today, my health becomes my number one priority. The marriage, the kids, the money issues....all the rest of it just lost their priority status. Too bad it took 26 years ....or probably more than that, to learn that you have to care for yourself so that you CAN care for others. Talk about building one's house on the sand.
Off to search for the duct tape--my belly/gut is protesting the partial enema and the stress of the whole thing.
pain in the john, but they'll be peace and joy somewhere in the day,
pj