and I'll work it, 'cause I'm worth it! ;-)

"What you can do depends a lot on how badly you are impacted. Is your stomach distended? How did your colonic go? What did your colonic therapist tell you?"

Thanks to my friends here at curezone (propaul, invincible, hanna, val, midge, and so on) my first colonic went "all the way". "They" said I'd never be able to relaz, and that it was doubtful I'd get all the way to the ascending colon. I only had enough money for the one colonic at that point, so I came chamomile chilled, did deep breathing, and although I could tell when the colonic got to how far the enemas had (about midway of my transverse) I just stayed so relaxed the therapist just kept going. She told me I was doing great. An hour outside of the office I went "OUCH". I could feel it then.

I cut sugar, and white flour about 3 years ago. Then two years ago I cut dairy. I haven't ever cut wheat. I started "blending" with a vitamix a year and a half ago. I did a couple enemas. I dropped somewhere between 25 and 50 pounds over the last 4 years, then when the Depression returned AGAIN, and then AGAIN, I gave up on many of my good eating habits and gained 15 pounds (surprise--much of it in my belly) My doctor's 'suggestion' 6 weeks ago that I reconsider anti-depressents lit a fire under me to get back to all the things I had learned to do, and to LEARN MORE!
The COLON keep coming up, and I decided my focus this time would be it! Listen to my mini-inspiration. I read an article about neurotransmitters being produced in the COLON; then a 'herbal' friend asked why I was spending so much on vitamins, because she felt I was 'just feeding my parasites' in my COLON, and then my sis called and said she was cleaning her bowels (her COLON). Then I started remembering all the advice through the years, and the traumas of the years--having spastic colon(I learned to spot a fast food restaurant, and how to get into the restroom QUICK),times when I carried extra underthings in the car 'just in case', gas so bad that I was called little toot, bloating, etc, and I realized I had had problems since I was a teen. I'd just always been too busy to pay much attention to it.

I've been blending a lot of my food lately. With my severe insonmia, my digestion seems to 'stop', so I use my vitamix often. Not exclusively. When you say "fast", I don't quite understand. My hands shake a little most of the time, if I 'forget' to eat (get too busy) they shake badly enough that I can't thread a needle. So I can juice or veggie fast more like it, but I'm not sure I can go without totally.

My colonics are limited by the fact I have 5 children, 3 in college, I don't work--it takes a while to save up for one. I'll be doing one after my next Liver Flush next week. I'm hoping she might teach me how to purchase and learn colemics(?) I was tickled with how CLEAN the colonic was compared to my attempts at a home enema, but I'm going to have to go the budget route eventually. I always have. But at least when someone tells me "I don't have the money to get healthy" I'll be able to say, "If I can do it, anyone can". So, I'd best get on with this miracle!

I am SO glad to be alive. If I can just hold on to that MIRACLE. I didn't feel that way just four weeks ago. I felt hopeless, down, and that I'd never feel joyful again. I figured I'd never write another poem (My dream is to be a poetess) I wondered how I'd help my daughter get married if this boyfriend works out--I just couldn't imagine. Two graduations are coming-- one in May, one in June--and I doubted I could make it to the further ones' graduation (she attends college in Hawaii) I have hope now. I just have to have the GUTS to dream. So let's get the crap out! I'm going do it this time!

Hey Somer, what do you think? I know there are some problems in my gut--there is too much pain too often, but I'll keep working on it, physically and emotionally. I think I'll go to a flush this morning. I'm thinking I saw parasite yesterday, but I didn't look too closely--just lots of little bit's of mucous.....I did an enema with some parasite tincture in it, and then when I did the "cleansing" follow up enema, nothing came out. I guess I hadn't had enough to drink, and that wasn't too smart--my body sucked it up. Then I had some pain in the pancreas/spleen area later in the day. Hey, I'll learn all this. Pain is just my body's way of directing me.

I'm so excited for everyone who is getting HEALTHY. I love this forum, I love life, I love the opportunity to learn and grow, and even to hurt a bit while learning.

Whew! That was my morning unloading! Thanks Somer! You've given me a goal. Stay in touch!
pj

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