I'm so sorry to hear of your constant struggle. I know how that feels, although your case sounds particularly difficult.
Without having worked with you and knowing your history I am limited as to any help I can offer you. I can say that without a doubt your problem is clearly not primarily related to candida overgrowth or any type of fungal issue for that matter. We must take a different whole-body approach to help your body recover, rather than focusing on individual symptoms.
I can help you, but it will take time, and we would need to do this privately. Contact me privately if you are interested.