For those going thru this BO thing know that there are plenty of people in this forum who have been very helpful to one another. A lot of us do have family members and other people who may not understand this situation. There are many,many inserts in this forum that have been helpful, at times some of us may feel like giving up but please don't and know that God has given each and everyone of us a reason to live and just know that life is what you make it. So feel free to email someone in this forum or a friend if you are feeling down about your situation, I mean the days are getting warmer and we need to really start enjoying our lives and if you don't know what to do ask some one for guidance and help, And if you go back to some of the pages(right now it's 53) you will see lots of entries and websites in which to try things, If something does not work just go back and try something else, but remember you are not alone as you would think, God Bless! And when all else fails Prayer does help!