I just wanted to add a little to what refreshed said
It may seem like a huge task to start your own garden but maybe with some help from a friend or someone close to you it will help you get things going for yourself.
My boyfriend was diagnosed with cancer two months ago and is "SUPPOSED" to die within a matter of days now according to the doctors. However learning the ropes around here of previous posts has saved him a great deal. I will have to say that there are things that he does not want to do because of the taste. He dreads some of the things very much. However, I make him do these things any how.
Its kinda like if you want to succeed with your health you must push yourself forward to get ahead (whether you want to or not) OR continue to suffer.
I hope that you can find someone to help you if you find that you cannot do this for yourself. Eating the right foods with the right brix is very important along with the baths and drinks and so forth.