Rush of power then slap!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah I usually post after the rush of power when I am most optimistic. I decided a few weeks ago that I would not run though. So i stood up and faced the invisible hand that slaps.
Feels like dense, dark, heavy, split pea soup, foggy underworld, darkest night, walking through the valley of the shadow of death but you gotta face the night before the day comes type stuff.