I subscribe to the Reconnections newletter and they always send me amazing things. This is what I received yesterday:
From THE RECONNECTIONS
SYSTEMS CHECK AHEAD!
And now, Dear Friends.......as you prepare for this powerful infusion--this grand alignment of mind and emotion, masculine and feminine--you may expect yourselves to be "examined" by circumstance and energy, in order that the true state of your heart space may be revealed. This is for your safety, as well as the safety of your Earth Mission as it unfolds.
Within your personal life experience, in these days to come......... expect to manifest the opportunity and grace to open your heart fully---in ways you could not have imagined---allowing you to feel, to love, to express.......whatever it takes to bring your sense of VULNERABILITY to the fore. It will be as a rush of power, followed by a sudden slap. With that slap, or disappointment (however it appears)....... you will be able to access a vast storehouse of emotions involving betrayal, abandonment, rejection, loneliness, and despair.
Just before you cut and run, as you have almost always done since you were small, look beyond the vulnerability to a place in your heart that Spirit will show you. Keep alert. Stay in touch! You may have missed it before, but you do not have to miss it anymore. In this secret spot, you will find a part of your heart that is like stone--harsh and unyielding. This is your primary resistance to living fully, and meeting the rest of who you are. You will know you have spotted it because your sense of weakness and vulnerability will instantly vanish. Focus on it. Breathe. Embrace this stony place of resistance with all you have within you. It is this place of holding on that daily shapes and molds who you are.
There is nothing to do but be aware. It will be like your own Holy of Holies. At this place, awareness is the ONLY HEALING that is ever needed. Behind every feeling of weakness or vulnerability is this secret shadow.....a place of grand and glorious resistance to what is. Your flashes of vulnerability are now and always were a ruse, a deflection away from noticing this hidden power spot. The ruse worked because you wanted it to. Now you have a choice. Notice what you're resisting. Name it. It will tell you more about yourself in one moment than you could learn in years of therapy. We will speak more to you of this after June 8th.