Yes, you are right. I kinda have terrible doubts when it comes to friendship. I just ended one really weird one with the woman who didn't want to bring me chocolates (she used custom's regulations as a reason which makes me laugh rather, because I don't care that much about such regulations and feel sorry when people are that easily "regulated").
I feel much better again and now I am just thinking about having a good time with my friend. Once she is here, it will be great.