Re: Suicide!! And another thing...
i was driven to this (attempting suicide) at a fairly young age (15)after being raped... But remember: all is in 'sync' with what a person is perfecting /learning /coming to see all aspects of: it is as mh says--
The shocking thing to me was -- the clear voice *inside*, that stopped me and said, (but in a heart-rending tender way: "this is mine".
and i knew it at once to be speaking of my very life force -- i suddenly saw it clearly; it was in the centre of the chest, and had the quality of a small gas flame.
blue at the core, a crown of light around it...only Grace keeping it alive -- and yet Grace not able to see it gone.
(not even one)
and I just --- stopped. my life was changed, and saved. Not to say it proceeded all along some cherry carpet, (or with an idea of "personal" salvation, or congratulation) like at an academy awards ceremony,
but it was the beginning of my seeing for certain that "I" am not "me", as it were. (but more. AND less)
very humbling.
also, very ennobling.
i wish all this on others--esp. those who are feeling most alone.
God Bless
C