sorry about your concussions...
I was not trying to assume anything merely speculating as you were, about supposed hallucinating. I can assure you I am emotionally neutral about this thread I was just going by a previous post where you expressed a desire to have contact. Who would not want to have contact if it is positive and trans formative tinged with the possibility of the advancement of our own society and glimpse into the possibility of what humanity could evolve toward. On the other had you might not get that you might get something colder and inhumane sterile clinical lab ratty like experience which many people report. Who the hell wants that? That has never been my experience that I can recall.You could be right to some extent we are possibly hallucinating like someone is messing with our minds it could be alien it could be the Illuminati it could be the Bush administration ;)Point is we don't know and we are (some of us) trying to find out what it all means . I do not have all the answers don't you think I have questioned my own sanity, vision, memory a hundred times? I have almost underwent an invasion brain scan to see if I have some sort of anomaly I still might do it just for peace of mind.Although I am not as freaked out by these experiences anymore its almost as normal as having a strange dream.
anyway Jedi we may seem defensive merely because it takes a lot of courage to post ones experiences especially if you know people are automatically thinking you are coocoo we all have feelings here and I think if may speak for Kir as well we wanted a safe place to share our experiences.
I know you can understand that.