well jedi we have wasted much time with you, it seems to me you might be just a little bit envious of our experiences, perhaps you feel a little rejected. I don't understand why you would claim to have an implant when you clearly don't believe in such things maybe the Dr. saw through your ruse to flush him out.
as for trying to get to the big ideas of the whole experience and the practical stuff I was attempting to get there as was Kir before you took us off path. I was relating what I thought it all meant and ways of living in tumultuous times.
I regret posting on this forum because I am really not up to convincing anyone of anything to me that is truly impractical and a waste of my time. I did not come here to convert anyone or to make my experience more meaningful to anyone...I mean it is what it is...my experience. I can understand challenging my theory of why they are here that might actually be helpful. It's not helpful questioning my sanity or whether I hallucinate or not if we are hallucinating then there is a whole load of us doing it. Also who is to say you are not hallucinating everyday of your life as you are literally living in a dream?(the illusion of reality)
kir, please post me privately I would so love to hear what you have experienced.