nope- i don't see you as some "radical Christian". I guess i should add the thought 'radical Christian' conjures little in the way of what imv Jesus taught. And as Latinmess points out, the church doctrine and what Jesus taught are two separate entities- but let's not enter into religious debate, anyone. My post here is concerned with what contributes to freedom. Latinmess' post says enough.
I've always felt from your posts a very strong spirit shining through. I know what you mean about the childhood, the percentage of functioning. It's been quite a long road for me in that way--but at 51 I can say it is better than it has ever been. I'm quite sure you're on that same path.