Thank you for taking the time to respond. As for the answers to the questions you ask, they are as follows
Iím indifferent to birds in general. I hardly ever take them into consideration. But I tend to like them more than I dislike them
To be honest, no. I do not like my body. I feel my body doesnít represent me as the person/woman I am inside. Itís a hindrance. Itís a total opposite of my true self. I feel that Iím a very traditional, feminine soft woman, but my body projects the exact opposite to the world, Iím taller, heaver (large boned, not fat) than most women, I feel that my body is strong and masculine in a since, I hate it! Itís not me.
I just deal with being in this body. Iíve learned to be content with it.
Dominating colors are grey, brown black. The bird is always grey or grayish brown, and is always a common species like a starling, robin or sparrow.
The mood I feel would have to be anticipation, expectation, I know/feel that just around the corner Iíll find my freedom. But I never do . There is also a physical sensation of feeling tired.