Re: Water fast or suicide?
I dont know what the others think; but I am joining you. Seriously, you just described my feelings, my desire to change via fasting..It is that...OR ELSE.
I have also tried many things before to change my life completely for good to no avail. Oh Boy (or girl) I do understand where are you coming from.
For this fast, I got myself the Bible, and also the Book on Miracles. You dont have to be a Christian (dogmatic) to get benefits from these books. I also got some novels from Hugo and Dostoievsky (my favorites), cause I know I will need to practice the old good introspection I had been eluding all this time.
You might want to try to add some beloved hobby to fasting to help yourself.
My plan to fast is, like yours, a cry for help.
Only that I have lived a lot more than you. Am I saying I have accumulated a lot more misery without trying to effect any change? How Shameful!
Well, they say "Misery loves Company". How true!
Thank you for writing this post about yourself during this first day of fast for myself.