Your right about the self-esteem issues. I've suffered from it for years. I'm trying to change and start loving myself more but for some reason I find it difficult. As for my fiance, I love him, so I don't want to leave. There are many changes that need to occur but I'm trying to take it day by day. Yes, peoples comments affect me on a daily basis. Its true but true for many in many different ways. Some way or another everyone is always looking for somebody elses approval. Whether it be there significant other, family, friends, co-workers or even complete strangers. Some people are obviously stronger than others, like you perhaps, and it is something I am certainly striving for. I understand what you have said and appreciate your good advice. I will continue to try to find a balance in my life and an ease in my heart. Thank you.