thank you so much! I feel better. The function is at the graduation itself. The party isn't till the weekend I think, so I don't have to worry about eating there. At the party I'll just stay low. It'll be so packed nobody will notice if I dont eat. I'm just so determined this time. I'm tired of feeling this way. Its been 24 hrs since me last meal and I feel fine. Thank you for all the advice. As for the smoking, I'm trying to quit but its difficult especially now. Your progress certainly gives me hope though. THANK YOU!!!!!