Thank you. I appreciate the support. About the whole friendly thing; I am!! always!! but the always mention it every time they see me. Before they even say Hi. Believe it or not when I was ten lbs lighter, I liked the way I looked. In high school I was always extremely skinny; 120-125lbs. These same family members called me Olive oil from popeye. It's like they're never satisfied with how i look. I used to run track and they would say to stop or I'll disappear and they tell me I'm fat but yet they're smiling and smirking while saying it. Its like a can't get a break. I guess it wouldn't hurt so much if they weren't family. ::Sigh:: I feel so miserable and depressed. Forgive me for ranting. My fiance treats me like shit ever since I gained weight as well. I feel betrayed, alone and depressed. This MTV world is driving me mad. I figured at least if I lost weight and got healthy that I would at least feel good about myself even if nobody else does. =(