So last night I went out with my class and needless to say was with the girl the whole night, talking and hanging out. Didnt notice my lips at all because I balmed them up. Was drunk so it didnt bother me. It was great. I am starting to realize that letting this stop you from enjoying life and dating is ridiculous. I cant believe I went 4 years with this stopping me from dating. None of us should let that happen. Anyways, the funny thing is i almost bailed out before, thinking how hard it is going to be and how paranoid i will be. It wasnt that bad, well, it was until i drank up. Ive still got that date saturday so we will see how the soberness treats it.