darius PLEASE DO NOT DO THAT. PLEASE.
1ST try to relax. think about all the progress u have made. we are all in the same boat. we are all trying to get rid of these things. u will overcome. if u cut urself dont u think the worms r just gonna go away from that spot?
isn't there a way for u to get professional help?
personally, i am willing to sell almost whatever i have to get professional help.
can u sell something, or borrow money. i just know there is always another way.
u r very good at thinking. try to think outside of the box.
please, do not cut urself.