you are confusing me with someone else mo, I did not post anything about your cats, for one thing;
second, you are also misinformed if you think that all brands of christianism condemn people who kill themselves to eternal damnation.I can assure that A number of christian denominations condemn the ACT, but not the person, big difference.
Also, think about it, mo, candida does not affect only the body, it affects also the mind, and ones ability to think right--brain fog; confusion, loss of memory, terrible panic attacks, cravings, depression.
ITS a bit like something alien has taken over, you are not fully yourself anymore; would somebody who would commit suicide when having brain fog plus major anxiety attack be fully responsible for his act?
personnally, I would put the blame on candida, not on the person who suffers from it.
Based on your love for your cats, you seem a kind and caring person, and you suffer from candida too, so I am sure you can understand.