Re: 3 day fast: milk, grains & emotions
There is a lone banana sitting in a bowl on my counter top, beckoning me. I think i better hide it away. Don't feel hungry though, been busy dusting, well trying to, my husband's study room is a tip, have to move lots of stuff to dust, but it has kept me busy. Actually sitting at my computer for a break, is a bit dangerous for me, that is when i would be having a cup of coffee or tea. Shopping this afternoon, perhaps Friday was not a good day to start, but i suppose what day is.
I don't use soya, and rice is to sweet. Oat milk is okay, but they all curdle a bit in hot drinks. Thanks for link, have been thinking of making own almond milk. I used to make my own bread, using a mixture of spelt and wholewheat, but i had wevils in my cupboard where i keep flour the other week, and i'm still getting the odd one, even though i've kept cupboard empty for now. The thought of flour now makes my skin crawl, after seeing a bag of flour, with them moving around in side. The thought there must have been eggs in the flour when i bought it, turns my stomach.
I haven't cried for years. I think i have an emotional/mental block. When i was between 5 and 10 say, i was very emotional, and cried over every little thing. I'd sob my heart out over a goldfish dying, i was extremely sensitive. lol. My sisters and their friends used to tease me and i was constantly being called cry baby. Now i can't cry. So i'm expecting on a long fast, all that will come up and out, and i'll probably sob like a baby. I hope so actually, i think it will release a lot of negative stuff.
Anyway, must get on, got the downstairs to tackle next.