sorry everyone!--i was just upset last week.. i feel much better now.
i feel so stupid--i wrote one post that was really irrational, paranoid and hasty
( the "i find it a little odd" post under my anon# ---little good that did!)... i felt like an idiot --so i quickly deleted it. it was too late b/c biosafe had already copy and pasted it. so what could i do? --but apologize again>
... then there was remarks about trolls and such. i didnt even know what a troll was until i searched up on it... (and for the record,i definately do not fit the criteria!) --- so i dont know if the troll remark from turyia or others, was to me or not(because i didnt understand that thread at all!), but i felt really insulted if it were ---b/c i put my heart into this forum and then made one stupid hasty post, that i knew was a mistake, and sicerely apologized, delelted it, and still seemed to get harsh remarks (most of which seemed off the topic). i know the post was a BIG MISTAKE but i was having a PARANOID MOMENT. --and i am more than sorry! i think everyone makes mistakes or posts they wish they didn't. a lesson well learned for me!
but the main reason i wanted out was the stress of the debate frorum--with all the arguing and going round and round in circles, no mature conversing of concern, just attacking ---not so healthy! --i had just had enough! --- so i posted to Webmaster to delete me from here. (the name ananda is very precious to me and i didnt want it thrown about)the request to delete my account was on the emotional heels of what was going on. i didnt think it through. SO,I DON'T WANT TO DELETE MY ACCOUNT!-- --now i dont want to leave curezone and take my posts with me anymore. i was just responding from a place of upset. so my deepest apologies again.
i have never been on a forum before and i am just learning now about it all. from now on i will just take it easy and post only when it feels really right to do so. no more hasty posting for me!
my past posts seem to be back when i click on ananda7-- and i or my husband jo14 will check in with the forum and our mms friends from time to time. we appreciate you all so very much, truly truly!!!