"Add to that the following fact that your vibrational level at where you were at that moment might not have made you strong enough to withstand an assault on your emotional level thus lowering your vibrational level.
Your example with the voice means that you still haven't let go of the ex fully."
Thats exactly it Ynaig!! Thats why I did not call - its did not feel good to call.
I appreciate your patience very much Ynaig - Im the type who has to really get to the bottom of things and understand something. :-)
It means a lot to me to hear you say I am getting it - if you or Maya say so i know its true :-)