I started out with lemon juice but switched to ACV. Sorry you are having a tough time of it. I don't know if I would say I look forward to taking it, but I do like the results I am getting so that makes it worthwhile.
Having had no experience with cancer at all I don't feel qualified to comment. And I have stopped at 15 drops once a day. I don't intend to go higher, it just gets too hard juggling doses with vit c and other anti oxidants. So I will take the slow road.
Whatever you decide to do I am sure it will be the best thing for you. I do wish you luck though and my thoughts and prayers are with you.