"I have been hit hard and criticized by PBuddy, Celcius, Hopinso and a few other jerks."
jerks? I don't always agree with any of the posters that you mention but I don't call them jerks. Maybe the reason that you are "hit hard", as you say, is because of your approach.
You seem to feel that attacking a belief system/protocol/poster, what have you, is an effective means of communication. It is NOT. Have you figured that out yet?
"I don't know why I bother."
Here's a thought~ to sow discord. That's been your modus operandi since day 1.
and, you've been very successful at it. Quite a wake-up call for those who have "aligned' themselves with you only to have you turn and attack, huh?
Every time I think that you are honestly seeking, I see more evidence of your intent to flame.
That's called trolling.
And, I agree with #59245. You have done WAY more harm, than good, at CZ.