thanx for responding to my post. i appreciate your help.
yes i have tried to love my bugs and to establish a symbiotic relation with them but it hasn't always worked. the nail fungus is only part of a whole system of interrelated parasites (ameoba histolica, and others i may not know)which are slowly eating and debilitating me, and it is perhaps due my spiritual attitude tht they have not caused much damage rapidly. and the toxins they put in me help them and others to survive and make me more vulnerable to infection by still others. it is a vicious circle.
my main complains are the low weight (down from 155 my normal weight to 115, haven't gained it back during the last 20 years) low vitality, and much gas. otherwise i feel very healthy. i'm 60 and still a dancer and dance teacher but get exhausted quickly.
nail fungus doesn't cause me physical pain, but its sight is a deterrant to my social world. women who are atracted to me at first, quickly turn around and disappear when they notice my nails, though i file'm very close to the flesh so they are not hideous.
i don't feel physical medecines can help me much unless they are recommended by healer not a doctor, also helpful would be vibrational medecine including healing assistance from someone like you.
i like to know what is in my physiology/spirit that easily atracts these busgs to me. other persons around me living under same circumstances don't seem to get them or if they do, they are not bothered by them.