Thank you for your discussion about God and Life and the Separation. I feel you would benefit from reading the series of books by Neale Donald Walsch called “A Conversation With God” I would recommend starting with book one. http://www.cwg.org
You need to realise that you are God also and that there is no separation between you and God. You may also like to visit http://www.humanitysteam.org which is expanding peoples belief systems about God and about Life as the current systems are not working.