It's only a forum, and if you've benefitted from it, then why complain ? I bet if people looked in your closet they'd find all sorts of giddies. You can throw rocks and then say how much you 've gained in the same sentence, sounds a bit hypocritical, but, the one without sin is always the one to cast the first stone, as they say, eh ?
Think of all the energy you spent writing that. Maybe it makes you feel better and you can start your own following over here of all the negative-minded. Have a party ! There should be about five or six attendees and you can relish in how nice you are.
It's a bizarre way to show your gratitude. You let a single post make you freak out and trash everything. Bad judgement. Could have just been ignored, but now you take issue. What's your goal ? There is and can be no positive goal from what you've written. Your words only attract negativeness.